Elizabeth Bean shares her experience of going through a “dark night of the soul” existential crisis, where she lost her sense of faith and belonging, feeling disconnected from God, her family, and even her own life. She explains how she survived this period by holding onto the faith of trusted people, such as her mother, daughter, and Pastor Sarah, continuing to serve her community through small acts, and allowing others to support her until her own faith returned.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​